Just coming back from my interview. Today is the second interview after graduated. I failed again. I really felt worse because I don’t even pass through the English Proficiency Test. I really felt ashamed. Even I know my grammar is very poor but I never failed any english test before, finally I realized the feeling of defeat. Im able to score high grade in my university level but I don’t able to survive in the real. From this experience, I am “ready to give and take”.